Where to go from here?

It's my junior and now I have to start thinking seriously about colleges. That's what my mom keeps telling me over and over. I should at least have an idea about what I might want to major in. The truth is, I have no idea. She says I should think of schools in Iowa. They are good schools. There cheaper. There close to home. But I don't want to be close to home. I moved so much as a child that I can't stand being here for so long. Sure there are a lot of people that I love and will miss dearly, but I want to go to a place totally new and be someone new again. It's not easy to explain and comprehend, but it's my fact. I want to live before I get super mega serious. I may regret that decission later in life, but for now I think it would let me keep my sanity.

I don't know what I want to be. I think I will probally end up being a teacher or something else school related, but I don't know for sure. I used to want to be an astronaut. Then I read the biography of Christa McAllifue, relized that a lot could go wrong, and changed my mind. I know that's a lame excuse for changing my dreams, but I was eight, and I didn't care. Then I transitioned into my palientologist phase. I still love dinosaurs, but that job just seemed to boing. My dad who is a teacher and my mom who work as a school media secretry both told me not to become teachers, its not a high paying job, and I could to better, but I love school. I always have. It's my free time, where I can see my friends, and learn new stuff. I love learing. I think being a teacher is perfect for me. No we don't have the most money in the entire world, but I turned out alright and I belive that my kids will too.

I still have to look into different schools. I have a pretty decent GPA and I am involved in extracurricular activites so I think I would be able to get scholorships. So I am going to keep looking and I will hopefully find something this year that will be my choise.