Hello 2010:)

So basically I almost just put 20010. I am a little out of it. Tomorrow is new years eve. It is probaly one of my favorite holidays. It is a time where you can make resolutions you probally won't keep, pretend like everything will be differnt in the new year and hang out with friends.

My resolutions this year are to stop biting my nails (promise won't happen), lose 7 lbs (possible), and be a better/ nicer person. I have been saying I will stop biting my nails since I started, and it just isn't going to happen. I love my short nails, they are just me. I have lost 14 lbs since the last day of 10th grade, and I want to lose 7 more. It is a definate strech, but with 12 months ahead of me to do it, I think I will! And I am not really a mean person, I just find myself crabby to much. The problem is that I am only crabby with certain people. Usually it is the people I love the most. My family usually sees the crabby side, along with my bestfriends. I don't mean to be rude to them, I guess I just assume they will love me anyways. So far so good, but I am going to make a STRONG effort into not being so mean and bossy.

I have kept a diary since 6th grade. I need one. I usually get big ones that I can put endless amount of words in. The diary I have now I have had since January 1st, 2007. I decided it was time to move in. It is hard though because everything that makes me me is in there. When my WHOLE life changed, my diary was one of my few constants. I think I am deciding to stop writing becuase I have this crazy idea in my head that a new diary means a new perspective on life. It might be true. I mean when I am having a hard time, I rearrange the furniture in my room to make the energy diffrent, why can't my new diary do the same? I think I am thinking it will because when I switched to this one it did. I grew up in it. So I am hoping that 2010, with a new diary in hand, will help me change my life again. For the better!

Every year I find myself doing very different things for new years eve. Until I was in seventh grade all I did would be watch Disney Channel. Then I started hanging out with friends. This year I am hanging out with a big group of friends and I hope it will be fun. It probally will be. I think people use this holiday as an excuse to hang out. Just like everyother holiday I guess!


I honestly hope 2010 is fun. If the world really does end in 2012(doubt it) then I want the rest of my years leading up to it to be AWESOME! A new year is just a figment of time which doesn't really exist, but it's also a new beginging . For a lot of people it is a majical start for something new:)