Jenna!

Once a best friend, always a best friend. I haven't had more fights with a friend then I have with Jenna. At the same time, some of the best memoires I have are with her. When times are hard she is usually the first person I call. She is also one of the few freinds I have had my whole entire high school.

We first became friends in Winter of our freshman year. It started when we planned on going to WPA. We had choir together and talked alot. Then in the spring we had science class and tech class together. We started talking and hanging out alot. We became good friends fast.

Jenna is one of those friends that is really hard to be friends with. She is completely herself, which sometimes scares people away. While being herself she also tries to be a crowed pleaser. That is hard because she does a lot of things she doesn't want to do, but she does for other people. It probally doesn't make since that she can be herself and be a pushover at the same time- but if you knew Jenna you would understand.


One of the best times we had together was fall break of 10th grade. I spent the night at her house two nights in a row. We walked, went to the dentist, made collages, took pictues, did my hair, twice, got yelled at, and laughed a lot. It was clear that that's when we became the best of friend. That is also the weekend that eventually changed our friendship completely.

Other great memoires include playtime poppy: 101 dalmations and Frog and Toad. Going shopping making me try on stupid dresses. Making balloon familys. Dying easter eggs. And basically just hanging out with all of our friends. I have had many groups in highschool and jenna as always been apart of them. Me her and Katelyn. Me her and Nicole. That plus Desiree. Jenna has usually always been there in my life.

Im not blogging about my friends to talk about how good they are. Im being honest. It has taken me a while to blog about Jenna because she messes with my mood everyday. Either shes distant and I want to be close again, or shes over the top nice and nosy and thatss annoying. There has been so much that has gone with us throught the past year and a half. She has made some pretty bad choices as a friend. But because I can tell she is actually trying reallly hard to be a good friend now, I feel like I shouldn't give up on her.

Im not the type of person to have friends that I don't like. And Im not saying I don't like her, but at times I don't want to be her firend. But at the end of the day, she is always there for me, and I will always be there for her. So even though she can't speak her mind, and shes not her self lately, and she tries to hard, and she pouts when she doens't get her way, and she makes all of her friends feel like we don't matter to her, in the end, she is one of my best friends.