I can tell I'm getting old.

I am comming to an end of my junior year and it is starting to become clear to me that lifes about to change. I am about to start my last year of high school, start the last school year that I have been pondering about for about 12 years now. It is my last chance to do all the things I ever wanted to do in my school years. Its werid thinking my high school oppertunities are coming to an end.

I have done about everything that I have wanted to in highschool I played sports, did cheerleading, was in plays, be well known/ liked by others, get a 4.0 GPA, have a billion and a half friends, and get a boyfriend that wasn't just a "boyfriend". I am not disapointed in anything that has happened. However I dont' want to let my senior year be a disapointment.

I only have a summer job. I dont know what my job will be during next school year. I hope it is fun. Plus the job i have I will have school that will be important because i really want to get into iowa so i can stay with my bestfriend nicole. I hope next year I make moonlight the jazz choir and plays. So my schedual will be pretty busy.

Every school year has been getting shorter and shorter as each year goes on. Something tells me that next year will be the shortest year of them all. It will go quickly through august, september, october, november, december, january, feburary, march, april, and then may. Then boom. Its over. All highschool. Done. And then what? It's moving time to get out of my house and start life for myself on my own. I am excited, but scared at the same time.

I have one year left to be a kid. One year to do things to make myself not regret what I have left. Then I am going to be an adult. And that is proof that I'm growing up and getting old.