Thursday, May 6, 2010

Blogs about love.

I know I have blogged a lot about love before. But I feel like doing it again. All my best blogs involve some sort of personal story. However I don't really have one to share. My guy situation changes daily, so anything I say today may not apply tomorrow anyways.

The guy I blogged about in my last blog is weird. Like I said we fought all the time and didn't get along, but towards the end we didn't fight at all. We had actual conversations. Yesterday however reminded me how much of a dick he actually is. He is probally one of the biggest hyprocrites I've ever met, especially since he always points out my flaw of being a hypocrite. I will admit that I am. I always have a reason that makes since to me, but not to others. The point is is that I don't care. I still have friends and stuff sooo who cares? He is just a baby.

He told me for like an hour last night about how he didn't care about me or what i did blah blah blah. But I know for a fact that he does. If he didn't he wouldn't have tried so hard to convince me that he doesn't care. He wouldn't have texted me back. He wouldn't tell me he hated me, he would just ignoor me and act like I don't exist. I may be nieve but I'm not stupid. I do that stuff too so I would know. The ones that matter are the ones you love and the ones you hate. If I honestly didn't matter to him he wouldn't care.

But whatever. I know that we will remain friends in the end. We always do. We get along, fight, stop talking for a week, make up on weekends, and then stop talking for a while. Then here we go again. So I don't think that this time will be any different. That is just the way we are. Things will be different tomorrow so I'm not basing my life around it.

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