What is love anyways?

There are many types of love. It is quite annoying might I add. I might be biased becuase of my current guy situation, but reguardless, its stupid. Because either its fake totally cheezy and stupid, or its real and sucks when its not perfect.

I have a couple of friends whos relationships are stupid. They think they love the person they're with but they dont even know them. All there relationship is is doing cute things for eachother anad looking good together. Like honestly, its almost entirely about doing things that are "cute" or "sweet" umm POINTLESS! If you just want a boyfriend/girlfriend to make you feel good and do cute things for you then sure, "love" eachother. But dont act like you have the best boyfriend in the world just because he buys you nice things or calls you cute names or anything stupid.

There are also the relationships that are like the current one I'm in. Well, I'm not really in a relationship, but more of a .. I dont know the correct term. We've never gotton along, this person and I. There was always something. My liking someone else, him not being honest, my not wanting to date, his not wanting to just be friends, it was always something. But then it clicked, for about a week. We were together and it was great, but then, being us, it didn't work out. We argue all the time. And we don't agree on anything.

The point is, is that "relationship" was real life. He told me more then he had told anyone. And in the end, I discovered I actually really liked him. He knew a lot about me too. He was like my bestfriend who I hated but loved at the same time. I will remember him not as my pretend boyfriend, or as the cutest person ever!, but as someone who meant so much in my life.

Its stupid what love can do. I have never not gotton someone out of my head before. Cute relationships dont last forever, eventually someone gets bored. Relationships like him don't either. You cant live forever with someone you never get along with, but at least when Im older if I ever run into him, it could be something real.

Some of my freinds do have good relationships. The key is to both try. No lying, cheating, testing limits, pressuring, or getting mad of the stupidest suff. You have to love the other person exactly for who they are and not make them change, absolutely anything. There are exceptions to every rule, and the occasional two people who actually marry their high school sweetheart are the lucky ones, or unlucky in some ways.

I guess at the end of the day, it's just what makes you happy at that moment. This is like one of my favorite songs. It has been forever. This post was kind of anti love, which doesn't go with this song, but its the feelings me and jake had for eachother for about six months.